i'm a twisted fool, my hands are twisted too
full name nadira joanna samad credited as lucasta + nadira jae date of birth + age 14 AUG 1990 + 25 birthplace chicago, illinois residence park mesa heights, CA education NYU (TISCH '12) personality infp / type 5 / leo

Ezekiel Samad and Corinne Richards first met in college. Though everything was kept platonic at the time, the friendship they developed persisted after graduation sent them on their separate paths: her dreams of an opera career came true and he found himself working up the ranks on the business side of one of a top Chicago newspaper. But they kept in touch and when a failing marriage took her to Illinois years later, where her husband had been offered a job, the inevitable happened. They finally fell in love.

They walked down the aisle with one divorce apiece, a lot of experience, and a lot of love between them. Their first daughter, Maryam, was born a few months after the wedding. When Nadira came along a few years after, the family had moved out to the suburbs and settled into a house bigger than they needed. She describes her earliest memories as “kinda like a fairy tale” but something shifted before she was old enough to grasp when or why. Her father had a crisis of faith that reverberated throughout the entire family.

As he became more and more conservative, Corinne grew restless. Nadira grew up hearing the fights over her mother’s career, the iron fist her father wanted to wield over everything and, most of all, she and her sister. The two girls spent their much of their childhoods exposed only to what he approved of. No television, no movies, no “outside” friends. He played music with no words and now read them scripture before bed instead of fairy tales.

Maryam did take after her father: an obedient, bookish child who was speaking four languages before she was ten and recite scripture from memory in two of them. Nadira, though, she had a question for everything.

She wanted to know he wanted their hair covered, why they couldn't watch cartoons, why she couldn't eat the pizza at her cousin's birthday party. The more she pulled away, the closer Ezekiel tried to keep her. It didn’t work. And once puberty hit, there was no going back: Nadira was off like a rocket. Everything became a fight. Watching her daughter miserably struggle and fail to fit into the world as Zeke wanted it to be became enough for Corinne to send their youngest away shortly before Nadira started her junior year of high school. She couldn't have been happier to go.

The day she left to live with Corinne's sister and mother in Queens was the last time her father would speak to her for years. Her parents would divorce before she graduated, but Nadira flourished in the new environment. The two formidable women now in charge of caring for her only encouraged her, giving her more liberties and trust than she’d ever had. She took an interest in art and creative writing, and fell in love with movies and hip-hop — everything that had been off-limits back home.

She enrolled at NYU, hoping to one day write and direct her own movies, but the ducks lined up in a different row: a music major, the friend of a friend, who’d heard her singing along to something convinced her to do a few songs with him. She turned some earlier amatuer attempts at poetry into lyrics and those songs formed the basis of what would eventually become her first EP, but despite the encouragement from people who heard those early tracks, music was sidelined while Nadira juggled senior year and an internship at HBO.

While she worked two jobs to save the money for a move to Los Angeles, the first mixtape made its way to the ears of an indie label head: he liked what he heard, he wanted to hear more. She and the same old friend hooked up again to work with some of the new connections he’d made on a second collection of songs, Alpha, and set it loose on the internet. Within weeks, she was signed to TDE, flown out to Los Angeles for the last reason she’d imagined herself winding up there for, and had what felt like the world laid at her feet: they gave her the money, producer access, and support she needed to keep refining her sound. The Omega EP was released in mid-2014, her first official label release and the last before she started work on a full-length album.

Most of her focus since has been the development, relentless nitpicking, and mixing of her forthcoming studio album, but she’s slowly establishing herself as a songwriter as well as an artist in her own right, racking up writing credits and features while she awaits the April release of Exodus.

sounds EXODUS (COMING SOON) tba. OMEGA (08 APR 2014) 01: UR 02: CHILD'S PLAY 03: JULIA 04: WARM WINDS 05: HIIIJACK 06: GREEN MILE 07: BABYLON 08: SWEET NOVEMBER 09: SHATTERED RING 10: OMEGA ALPHA (28 OCT 2013) 01: CASTLES 02: TERROR.DOME 03: AFTERMATH 04: THE ODYSSEY 05: PRAY 06: ICE MOON 07: WINGS 08: KISMET EUPHRAXIA (29 OCT 2012) 01: BED 02: EUPHRAXIA 03: ADVIL 04: TIME TRAVEL UNDONE 05: CRACK DREAMS 06: COUNTRY 07: ONCE UPON A HIGH
trivia ★ lucasta is a reference to anna lucasta, her daddy issues, & an unhealthy obsession with eartha kitt

★ in addition to her stage name, her art is released as nadira jae because her father didn't want his family name attached to "vulgarity"

★ after living out of her car/on her labelmates' couches for nearly two years, bought a very modest house in south L.A.

★ has never had a paying job in her intended field of film, but she's directed some of her own videos

★ went four years ('06-'10) without her father speaking to her

★ raised a member of Nation of Islam, currently considers herself an agnostic

★ notably used to perform in pajamas or boxer shorts for comfort

★ was only allowed to listen to instrumental music as a child and didn't start singing until she was 17

★ loves dressing like she's lost her damn mind

★ her parents divorced in '07 but remarried in '13